This is where I write.

I feel very disturbed by this dream I had. It wasn't very assuring and didn't make me feel very comfortable.

I was at a backyard barbeque. There was a drink making cart towards the back of the yard near a shed. I don't remember much of anything. The only thing I know was that I looked over at a friend's friend. His name is Aaron and my friend is Javier. I looked over and noticed this man go up to Aaron and punch him in the face. He left his fist there and pushed his head backwards slowly until it rested on the back of the chair. He was putting force onto his nose and telling him in a low, but loud voice, "You are not gay. You are not a faggot. If you are a faggot, I will fucking kill you and everyone you know and love.' He pushed his nose into his skull. Aaron got up and ran off while the enraged man walked after him. Javier came up scared. He latched onto me. It isn't something he would do in real life. I could feel the fear in both of us that a man that dangerous towards us was in our presence. I believe we feared for our lives. I looked into the house and noticed the man take off his shirt and get to his knees. I heard him scream and felt as if something was seriously wrong. I backed away and went near the cart in the back.

The fear that I had was incredible. I feared for my life and couldn't believe what just happened. I'm also surprised I didn't follow to see if Aaron was okay, which he obviously wasn't. Either way, I'm surprised I was shocked with this and when I had a gun pointed at me back in high school I wasn't as scared. I think it was the possibility that it could happen because someone actually went through with their anger towards a homosexual. It is very possible.

I move on from this dream, but it will stick to the back of my mind. A truly disturbing dream, but just a dream.

Tags: aaron, anger, dream, hate, homosexual, javier, violence, voice