It has been a good weekend. The week is here and has already begun. I find myself already doing well in my class. Sure, I haven't pulled anything more than a B, but just missing 2 answers out of 21 is much better than missing more! I enjoy this, I really do.

Thursday I leave to Idaho with a few of my family members to visit family. I am looking forward to it and am probably going to be studying almost everyday I am there, but that's OK! It is the price for educating myself and doing well in my classes. This I enjoy with a great deal.

I have also realized this weekend that I have a greater tolerance for alcohol than I thought I did. Don't mistake this by me becoming a drunk, but I'm surprised because I don't drink as often as I used to, you know? I have enjoyed this weekend though. I have made friends, hung out with some great people and laughed. I think we all need to have a little fun, especially if we find ourself constantly surrounded by text books and various educational institutes.

I am growing and in more than just my mind. Well perhaps it could all be my mind, but I find myself expanding in different areas of my mind. Whether it be educational matters or more personal matters. I am enjoying this and hope that it will not end up coming back and smacking me in the face like it has done before. I am not regretting the things I do because there is no need to regret. In this life, we only have one. If we cannot live it ,then life is not worth living.

I'm hungry, so I'm going to go make early dinner for myself. Thanks to all those who are at my side, growing along with me. You help me out much more than you could ever know. Even if it's just a small thing, it goes a long way.

He moves from one lover to the next. Each night he goes out and never finds what he wants. He finds himself constantly asking, "What is it that I want?" He remains unclear as he pushes himself into this man. A moan is exhausted and job is complete. He pushes himself off and suggest to clean up.

"I should go..."
"Yeah me too"

He's a man whom has another, but has not shared himself through this sin in quite some time. I did not feel a need to embrace this sin with him, but only a want to make him feel good.

"You make me feel so good."
"Good."

Driving home, I reach for my phone and call another.

"Come over and lay with me."
"Are you sure?"
"More than I'll ever be."

I patiently wait in bed, resting on my side. A knock at the door, please come in. Lay down beside me, thanks for the kiss. Your hands wrap around and lips explore my body. The pillow muffled out my groans. Thank you for this. A hand reaches for each others swollen member. Oh, this feels good.

I want it on my chest. Give it to me now. Release yourself. Enjoy.

"Oh, this feels so good"
"Good."

Oh...
Here goes the moment, the point of no return. I feel the warmth trickling down my chest.

"Now go, I need sleep."
You go and I lay my head down, covered in mine and yours filth. I curl up and reminisce of the night before.

I apologize for enjoying your lovers body.
I thank you for exploring my body.
I enjoyed every minute of it.
Live life large.
Mmm...
Thanks.

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